Happiest Birthday Laiba

Letter

Assalam Walekum, my beloved, how are you? Hope you are doing good and happy with your ongoing life. How are your parents? Hope they’re fine too. Happiestt Birthdayyyyyy, honey. Turning twenty-one looks beautiful on you already. 😋💞 I wanna say I am so proud of you, Laiba. All these years, you faced problems but kept them away from me. I see your growth; you became much stronger than ever. I pray that Allah blesses you endlessly, eases every pain in your heart, and opens the clearest path for your life. For the past two years, I couldn’t wish you a birthday message. So silly of me, I know. This time, I won’t. Hehe, I have been planning this from the very last month. Hope it reaches your heart.

From May 20th, 2022 till February 25, 2026, you were perfect, flawless in everything. You showed me how beautiful “love” actually is. You never judged me in all these years, not even once. You waited for me, never replaced me, despite me being judgy, controlling. You were always a better listener than me, yet I didn’t appreciate you. I didn’t appreciate all those things when we were together. I admit that with honesty. Even so, you still played a beautiful part in shaping me into a better man. I will always remember this.

When you were with me, I did not always understand your heart the way I should have. Now, so many of your words make sense to me in a deeper way. You have always been special to me, even in the moments when my behavior was flawed, immature; yet you still listened to me. All these years, we faced many ups and downs. We fought, we played, we joked, we laughed, we shared memories. No matter how much time passes, those moments remain priceless, because they were ours.

I miss everything about us, but I miss you the most. Each day, I think I wish I was better towards you. I wish I could have shown you the same love as you gave me. I wish time reversed so I could go back and correct myself each time. I am happy that we ended this haram relationship for the greater good, by the will of Allah. In sha Allah, I will make our promises come true, hoping you would give me the chance for doing it.

You know, each day your face comes to my mind, being the prettiest, of all stars, the moon, and more beautiful than any comparison I can make. Your smile works as healing. ❤️‍🩹 So keep smiling, keep laughing, always. It suits you the most.

Personally, I don’t think the feelings for me which you had ended. I think we have grown too much of ourselves that we feel enough of each other. We haven’t met yet, so we can’t say. Maybe some things can only be known with time. Until then, you don’t have to overthink and hurt yourself in silence. You can always come to me; my arms are always open for you. Stay calm when problems come, and trust your mind enough to respond with patience. Keep sabr, think calmly, and trust Allah. Solutions will come towards you.

Hope my small effort made your day. I tried. Apna khayal rakhiye. Take meals on time, eat your meds when you’re not well, choose your wellbeing for your own sake and for the people who love you. Think of your parents first, be healthy for them. Thank you for being my best friend, comfort person, and everything I could ask for. Love you, always will. Remember our promises, and remember the moment it all began for us, May 20th, 2022. Will wait for you as long as it takes.

You will always be my baby , my sweetheart, my soul forever . I wanna explore everything with you , grow with you and face the problems or crisis with you . I wanna repay you for the love you have shown me the same way . I don’t know how to put this in words this feeling its like you were like a spark in my life . Thank you for being my happiness, my comfort, and my favorite person. No matter how many words I write, they will always fall short of how much I value you, how much i adore you . Thank you for being the kind of woman who makes life more beautiful just by being in it. I never wanna lose you Laiba , not here not hereafter . My feelings wont ever change ever . This is the consequence of your love , now you are irreplaceable, no one can take your place in my heart . You have such heart i wish to protect it forever . Take Care bby , when i come Lohi Bher we can meet and talk further hehe 🌝 Bubye Jaan ♥️

Yours Loving Paisaaal

Here’s a last question: will you give me the chance I am asking you?

Birthday cake

Happy birthday once again my love ❤️